Does anyone even read this? No? Okay, then I shall spend the rest of the day back in the comfort of my bed.
Recently, when I am going to sleep, I leave my computer on and a series of movies/shows playing so that I can listen as I drift off. This actually sort of makes me feel even more alone at times because I know I'm just putting it on so that I don't have to listen to the silence. I realize that this escalated from before, when I first started putting on music (usually The Pains of Being Pure at Heart). The emptiness of rooms is just too overwhelming at times, is what I'm trying to say. I feel so agoraphobic.
I wanted to put up a picture, but I haven't really drawn anything relating to this recently, so stay tuned. Mondays and Fridays will be sketchbook/art days.
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